"Whatever course you decide upon, there is always someone to tell you that you are wrong. There are always difficulties arising which tempt you to believe that your critics are right. To map out a course of action and follow it to an end requires courage.” - Emerson



Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Birthday's



Here is it is folks! The cake that I decorated. I think it turned out fairly decent for my first cake. Now remember, I do not eat cake OR icing, so I can't tell you how it turned out taste wise!

My husband thought it was sad that I made my own birthday cake. Yesterday was my birthday and I took the cake to work to try and push it off onto my co-workers to devour. It worked. But in explaining that I made it in class, everyone thought I was going to school to be a cake decorator.

No, No, No.
I am trying to be a writer, not a cake decorator. Okay, I am a writer, I have just never had anything published. But at this moment, I spend more time writing than I do at my paying job.

As I mentioned yesterday was my birthday, woo hoo, and I did zero writing. So I am feeling like I am lagging behind. For my Candy Havens writer's workshop, my Agenda for this week is to have 5000 words written, and I am officially behind. I hate that, but I did have an awesome birthday. Oh well, I will just have to write more the remainder of this week.

In my last post I discussed maybe a new idea involving my newly honed cake decorating skills, well I laid in bed all night dreaming up my new characters life and troubles.

Now I need to jot everything down and stick my head back into Mady's world so that I can get her story out there. In fact I just recently finished writing about her 18th birthday. I'll be honest with you, her's was a tad more eventful, but I think mine ended on a happier note.

It has been a fascinating whirlwind, and I am enjoying the roller coaster. The race to finish has been an emotional ride for me.
The end will be a breathtaking reward.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Icing on the Cake

I am brain dead tired. Pure and simple.

It seems this past week that I have been pushing myself as far as I can when it comes to writing. I am damned and determined to finish Mady's story before the end of Summer... But wait, Summer hasn't even began yet. What is wrong with me?

Well that is a discussion for another time and place!

On top of writing anywhere from 1000 - 2500 words a day this past week, I have also had the bright idea to take cake decorating classes with my mom.

I don't even like cake - or icing. (But I do enjoy the time with my mom.)

In preparation for tomorrow's class, my mom and I had to make 4 - that is FOUR - pounds of icing today. I am thinking after this is all said and done, my next character is going to own a cake shop or something. I need some sort of reason for taking these classes especially since as I said a few lines up, I do not eat cake or icing, and neither do my husband or son. My daughter, well she will eat anything with the label contents of sweet. However, being a year old, I limit her sugar intake to about barely any.

Speaking of my next character, I had a BPL meeting on Saturday, the 12th. It was alright. My dialogue in my chapter 6/7 seems to be awkward when reading. Yuck. When revision time comes, I will worry about awkward scenes then. Until then, I am typing as fast as my mind can think.

But at the meeting I was asked what my next project was about.
I just looked at her with a stupid look on my face. Next project??? I am still working on THIS project. I don't have time to think about a new one. Then she proceeded to fill me in on her workload. I about choked on my water, that would have been embarrassing.
She obviously doesn't sleep, ever.

So I came home and started thinking about her question and advice.
Then my thoughts collided with several other thoughts.

Hmmm, maybe I do have an idea. A cake decorator from Colorado or Texas. (I like to keep my setting in places I am most comfortable with.)
Okay it is a very small one, but an idea none the less. Right?
Maybe I'll just keep working on it.

In the mean time, I will keep on writing.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Just a Quickie

This past weekend proved to be beneficial to my WIP. I finished two full chapters and am in the midst of the third. Pretty good in my opinion. I mostly have taken a break from the writing world today, my daughter has a stomach virus and vomiting trumps writing.

I did however get 5 pages, while I was at work, ready for revisions. Not revised, ready to be revised. (Meaning I marked my mistakes on paper but have not corrected the computer version.)I will attempt to actually get it finished tomorrow, on break of course, so that I can upload the chapter for this weekend's BPL meeting.

It has been an exhausting night, but maybe I can still fit in a few extra words in Chapter Seventeen... So, good night for now.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Personal Deadlines

It has been officially a month since my last post, guess I never did find that Mental Drano I was hoping for.

Well guys, I missed my own deadline on my current WIP. It was set for May 31st, and I am here to say I Failed with a capital F.

But that is okay, I refuse to beat myself up over it. I will gather my wits and jump back into it. It isn't like I have been twiddling my thumbs and humming a sleepy tune. I have revised the first five chapters and slowly but steadily kept up a snail pace at the actual writing bit.

I have a BPL writer’s meeting this Sunday so maybe that will help kick me in gear. It didn’t last time, though I did meet a published Author, Sarah Hoyt. I have never read anything by her, but she was extremely nice and gave helpful advice, sharing experiences of her own hurdles she has had to overcome. Maybe I will pick up a book by her and see how her imagination works.

In the mean time, I am going to go back to staring blankly at my computer screen. Hey at least I have had a chance to catch up on some really good music…

My new deadline, finish WIP by the time summer is over.
Can I accomplish my objective and overcome my own personal hell? Maybe you should wish me luck and cross your fingers with me!